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The good things, and the not-so-good
Nov. 10th, 2010 11:27 amThe weather is fantastic. Unseasonably warm -- but who cares so long as it's WARM!!! -- and sunny, and it should stay that way till the weekend.
I have tomorrow and Friday off work. Boss wants me to come to a lunch on one of these two days, but I don't mind. Not when it's for Lovely Boss.
I'm feeling a bit better today.
Yesterday was absolutely awful. Sometimes I still can't believe the impact emotional turmoil has on my body. But on days like yesterday, there's just no point in struggling. So I had lunch with Stefanie, i.e. not just salad or something, but minestrone and a steak and a nice bottle of wine, and we talked about our respective woes. No sports, because on such days I feel like I'm made of lead. Just 30 minutes of legs&abs in front of the TV, and then a short nap -- unfortunately I had to go out in the evening, since we had organized a concert kind of thingy (awful, don't even want to talk about it, but the public was evidently enthusiastic). Fortunately I have my Ana, though, so I asked her to have dinner afterwards with the musicians (paid by me of course) and went home.
On the not-so-good side there's the fact that the emotions are still rather troubled, and that as a consequence I'm still looking like death warmed over. Not exactly the look I was aiming for, but what can you do. Still, there'll be gym after work, to which I'm looking forward, and then an evening at home with ze boyz. Unless of course... No, I'm not going there right now. It's bad enough that I've again committed a blatant breach of the rules and asked Mr H out (by mail), so now the least I can do to rehabilitate myself at least partially is to stay cool and wait for an answer. Cool really isn't my thing... I'll give it a try, though, and distract myself with shoes -- need another pair of brown shoes. Something outrageous and impractical, if possible.
I have tomorrow and Friday off work. Boss wants me to come to a lunch on one of these two days, but I don't mind. Not when it's for Lovely Boss.
I'm feeling a bit better today.
Yesterday was absolutely awful. Sometimes I still can't believe the impact emotional turmoil has on my body. But on days like yesterday, there's just no point in struggling. So I had lunch with Stefanie, i.e. not just salad or something, but minestrone and a steak and a nice bottle of wine, and we talked about our respective woes. No sports, because on such days I feel like I'm made of lead. Just 30 minutes of legs&abs in front of the TV, and then a short nap -- unfortunately I had to go out in the evening, since we had organized a concert kind of thingy (awful, don't even want to talk about it, but the public was evidently enthusiastic). Fortunately I have my Ana, though, so I asked her to have dinner afterwards with the musicians (paid by me of course) and went home.
On the not-so-good side there's the fact that the emotions are still rather troubled, and that as a consequence I'm still looking like death warmed over. Not exactly the look I was aiming for, but what can you do. Still, there'll be gym after work, to which I'm looking forward, and then an evening at home with ze boyz. Unless of course... No, I'm not going there right now. It's bad enough that I've again committed a blatant breach of the rules and asked Mr H out (by mail), so now the least I can do to rehabilitate myself at least partially is to stay cool and wait for an answer. Cool really isn't my thing... I'll give it a try, though, and distract myself with shoes -- need another pair of brown shoes. Something outrageous and impractical, if possible.
