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I'´ve been such an LJ slob lately
May. 3rd, 2012 05:10 pmAnd I have no idea why.
General lack of motivation probably.
Yesterday was the first day at work after my two-week holiday, and I really had to kick my own arse -- the fight against the temptation to just call in sick was epic, but I won.
Today was much nicer, because the Ambassador went to Bitola, from where he won't return until tomorrow in the late afternoon (yayyyy!), and I had my massage, so I didn't arrive at work till 12. Heh.
Besides, I'm not only not motivated, I'm also severely pissed-off due to unexplicable weight gain. It isn't the thyroid, so I scheduled a visit at the gynaecologist's for next Tuesday; she'll have to prescribe a hormone status -- at my age, I suppose hormones are the next most likely source. If that's not the problem, then I'll get a thorough test for food intolerance.
Because, you know, I'm sick of exercising like a mad exercising thing and having rolls of fat round my stomach and hips all the same -- understandable if I'd changed my eating and/or drinking habits, but I haven't. And the fat (or liquid, or whatever) is accumulating exclusively between sternum and hipbones, which is another indicator that it's not normal weight gain, which in my case would be happening all over my body, especially the face.
Bugger.
But at least I'm investigating the phenomenon, so that makes me feel a little better.
Still, bugger.
And now I'm going to ponder my prompts for the next sshg-exchange. Since I actually managed to write something acceptable (almost) on time for lmhg, I decided that 'm going to participate.
Which reminds me that there are lmhg reviews and comments to be answered... I guess I'll do that tomorow at work.
Pilates in 20 minutes. *growls at rolls of fat*
General lack of motivation probably.
Yesterday was the first day at work after my two-week holiday, and I really had to kick my own arse -- the fight against the temptation to just call in sick was epic, but I won.
Today was much nicer, because the Ambassador went to Bitola, from where he won't return until tomorrow in the late afternoon (yayyyy!), and I had my massage, so I didn't arrive at work till 12. Heh.
Besides, I'm not only not motivated, I'm also severely pissed-off due to unexplicable weight gain. It isn't the thyroid, so I scheduled a visit at the gynaecologist's for next Tuesday; she'll have to prescribe a hormone status -- at my age, I suppose hormones are the next most likely source. If that's not the problem, then I'll get a thorough test for food intolerance.
Because, you know, I'm sick of exercising like a mad exercising thing and having rolls of fat round my stomach and hips all the same -- understandable if I'd changed my eating and/or drinking habits, but I haven't. And the fat (or liquid, or whatever) is accumulating exclusively between sternum and hipbones, which is another indicator that it's not normal weight gain, which in my case would be happening all over my body, especially the face.
Bugger.
But at least I'm investigating the phenomenon, so that makes me feel a little better.
Still, bugger.
And now I'm going to ponder my prompts for the next sshg-exchange. Since I actually managed to write something acceptable (almost) on time for lmhg, I decided that 'm going to participate.
Which reminds me that there are lmhg reviews and comments to be answered... I guess I'll do that tomorow at work.
Pilates in 20 minutes. *growls at rolls of fat*
